Saturday, March 25, 2006
hmmm... its been such a long time since i last touched this blog... i thought i was gonna abandon it, but i guess not.. i jus felt like writing how i feel nowadays.. so mani things haf happened and i guess my life did take a turn.. i nv used to know hw to dance but nw i m in a dance and drama cca... hmmm isn't it funni hw things turn out? its like it hits on u before u even know it... n i guess this is why i m feelin this way.. i dunno if i still do haf feelings fr him... its been realli a long time but then i dunno... haizzz things happen fr a reason rite? but what is mine? i will never know... sometimes i would jus prefer if i could jus be hu i m in front of pple always laughin.. but i guess it will nv happen... i m someone hu thinks too much alreadi, to the extent tat i frighten myself... i dunno what i should do nw.. i feel like a lost lamb trying to find her mother.. i m even nt sure bout what i do? is it rite? or should i backoff? they say tat i m someone who is a pushover n would jus gif in to a person.. i m like tat but u cant force mi to change rite? i dun wan to go to a point where everithing goes haywire and pple scolding each other or hating each other i always seem to be the middle person.. it sucks to the core... haizz i wun blabber animore... shall stop heresleepysleepy@ 2:36 AM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
finally!!! exams are over!! even thugh it is kinda laggy.. i finish the o's like 3 days ago? hehe.. anyway currently at lee ming's hse slackin before i go over to the student leader's camp later... so tired i feel like dying actualli.. gonna haf so many days of activities.. wonder if i m even able to cope hehe... well staying over at her hse was kinda fun.. i slept oni at about 3 plus? cant realli sleep but at least i managed to... actualli was supposed to go over to rob's hse but she could not make it at the last minute.. oh well i guess this is also quite fun... hehe... i even slept in a tent!!! this would be the first time i m doin it... hehe found out that i haf a deprived childhood.... i haven been doin alot of fun things... hehe i tell u i am definitely gonna do those things i haf nv done before at least once... wanna haf a feel of it i guess... hehe actualli the reason why i haf nv done all these is becuz in a way mi parents dun realli allow us to.. well dun realli blame them i mean whose parents dun worry bout their children? hehe well okie enough bout that... gonna go grab something to eat hehe till next time!!sleepysleepy@ 1:09 PM
Friday, September 17, 2004
hehe... lets see one month n 3 days.. that is how long i have not been updatin my blog.. i veri lazy to update liao.. so will do it when i can.. hehe.. well i practicalli slacked today.. dun haf to retake chinese so i can sleep fr as long as i like n rest.. this prelims sure fail one.. jus see by hw much oni.. been studyin fr the past few days and trying to absorb as much as i can but then liek everitime i see the bed, my eyes feel sleepy.. i am finalli back to my old self where i was happy... no more the gal hu was sad n depressed always.. well i learned things the hard way but i pulled myself together... well... now so damn bored... is realli stay at home n rot kind... i cant go out cuz parents wan mi to study.. still remember that time studying history parents still force mi to read china say dunno china is a rising power nw so i mus know their history.. then i am like -.- i mean like i like to study which one then i study lor.. so i jus open to that page n show show awhile i studying that chap.. sometimes parents can be so weird.. they tell u to do things that u dun wanna do.. also dunno why... but then sometimes dun they realise that we r actualli growin up n not the little kids that we were before? i guess in their hearts we will never grow up... but at least gif us some freedom to do the things we wan rite? no point caging us up cuz the more they do that, the more we will rebel or even rely on them too much until when we suffer a setback we would not know hw to deal with it... okie i think i talk too much liao.. haha today jus listening to music n enjoying life i would say before it is back to books again.. at least once o's are over it is ultimate freedom fr mi... haha jus waiting patiently fr that day to come.. well goin to take a nap nw before studying... hehesleepysleepy@ 4:24 PM
Saturday, August 14, 2004
well pple haf been tellin mi to update my blog.. but wat the heck... i am lazy n watever shit... my mood is always swinging around... i regret my decision yesterday.. something i should jus shut up... i dunno wat to do animore.. is love something that u push around? i am like listening to the song my happy ending n yeah so much fr my happy ending... i am so dumb... why cant i jus listen to my head once n not my heart? well surprisingly not a single tear fell.. i guess i am able to control my emotions now.. my heart has been broken into pieces that is gonna be hard to be pieced together... so mani things are going through my mind... so many pple haf scolded me as dumb and what have u... but then as this phrase goes love is blind.. i agree completely.. n also u cant do anithing once a person has made a decision... i found out that this time my tears did not flow but the pain in my heart is unbearable... i wanna cry but i cant... this is the veri first time that i am so affected for more than a day.. somebody save mi from this pain... but i guess i cant do anithing bout it now but jus live my life as per normal and for all i know, i will jus meet a better guy who is able to treasure mi... haizzz.. today the test was damn sucky.. cant even concentrate... but at least i still managed to do quite alot of qns...then managed to be cheered up for awhile by my frens.. i wanna thank them for everything they have done.. i promise that i will be fine by monday as it is a special day for my family... i must n i hope i will... well thats all for today... when i haf the mood then i will write... so sorry if i took such along time to update..sleepysleepy@ 6:49 PM
Thursday, July 29, 2004
i came back with another entry... well today was a real hard time for mi... trying hard to concentrate and also in my mind a thousand things were going through my mind... i tried so hard to forget but i guess i still cant let go... i dun understand the things he did, but i jus haf to live with this wound in my heart... jus trying to forget everything and return to how we used to be before all these... will i be able to? but i haf a feeling inside mi telling mi that i will jus break down if i see him again... i lied to them saying i will be fine n ok by today... but i guess i fell too deep to even feel better n ok... i wanna try to forget him, treating him like my bro again... but hw to? when i see him it jus reminds mi of what he did to mi... well i jus haf to forget.. mus forget... i mus be strong n live my life as usual... i cant allow this to affect mi animore... everithing that happened, i will jus treat it as a nightmare that felt so real... i hope that he will be ok too n all the best to his studies n not gt affected by everithing that is happening... good luck to u.... but at least today was not only a sad day at least my frens did cum n cheer mi up and talk to mi... so i would like to thank them n i will be fine... i wun disappoint u all...sleepysleepy@ 7:42 PM
Friday, July 16, 2004
it seems like a thousand years since i updated rite? hehe... well can say i was lazy and jus kinda like to sleep and slack... well if i wanna put it in better terms, then it would be because i was busy with school work.. but yeah jus excuses... hehe.... so ummmm so many things have happened like i always say... i kinda have tests practically everyday... kinda rare that i would have the urge to write today again.. but i doubt it would be a long one... cuz it is only when i am not in a good mood that i would want to write a long entry... now i am jus really content with my life... i have been feeling really happy this few days.. cuz my parents have quietened down and also i am more focused on my studies now... i cant realli play now... my maths have really been going downhill... got to realli work hard before i would be unable to even secure a place in poly... i know that people would hate talking about studies but i have to... cuz if i do not, i may jus slack and start putting other things as my first priority... and after all, i don't wanna have any regrets in this little time i have to study... so welll i would stop here... and till then, the next time i update, it is bye for now...sleepysleepy@ 8:59 PM
Tuesday, June 29, 2004
i am finally back after a loooong rest... well i was lazy to write... hehe thats why.. alot of things happened... my birthday, my fren's birthday, and more and more... hehe.. well i will jus say some happy things.. i think my blog has too many sad entries to begin with... welll mi birthday was a real happy affair... mi frens celebrated it wif mi... had quite alot of things that i kinda wanted.. so a big thank you to them... then in the evening had dinner at a thai restaurant... well wun say so much... lets talk bout saturday...i had 2 lunch appointments.... had quite alot of fun in the first one but could not say much in the second... but overall it was nice... hehe... well today is such a fun day.. even though i had lessons... but this morning.. mi bro jus pissed mi off.. or should i say the whole family... i jus forgot to give my dad to sign my report book... then when i gave it to him, he started nagging at mi... that was still ok.. i am used to it.. then mi idiot bro jus had to piss mi off... he said he played mechcommander and he still could score good results.. shit him... he still had the cheek to talk to mi... i jus ignored him and bang alot of things on mi way out.. lucky when i was in the lib and played some fun games... go play hamsterball.. veri fun!!! then i am still here jus updating mi blog...well someone is tellin to go home... hehe well i will end here.. when i am free, i will come in again ok?hehe
sleepysleepy@ 4:15 PM
Me,myself n I...
~Sherry Florian~
~16~
~Female~
~1988-06-21~
~Gemini~
~Fairy~
Past thoughts...
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
November 2004
March 2006
Frens~
Arlene
Qianqian
Saran poon poon
Liping
Christine
Wanxuan
Jacqueline
Shuyan
ShiXuan
LeeMing
Sky Vinz
WenZhi
Jolene
Gerry aka bro
Robyn aka sis
Vina
Jiamin
Jose aka sis
elyn
ling
ling
Tags~
Bedtime...
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